is it too late?

I know it's a bit too late to list my new year resolution but hey,i've been busy and lazy to write it at 1st january 2009 oh well at least i write it down now.Ok below is the list for my new year resolution
MY NOT SO FAMOUS NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS LIST
1. Study harder than before or maybe smarter
2.Be more composed and have more patience
3.Try not to procrastinate things especially assignments
4.Be a better friend and appreciate them more
5.Be more active in co-curriculum
6.Be more confident with myself and say no to low self-esteem
7.Try not to annoy people or maybe scare them,in other word be normal for a bit
8.Remember all the important dates for example mother's birthday
9.Be more focus on studying
10.Use less internet and tv unless it's weekend or crucial
11.Be more friendly a bit(but not too friendly)
Woo.... i didn't expect to be this long..oh well

choral speaking

the state competition is just around the corner and i still make some few mistakes but who cares,haizz but some of them are still goofing around and think they so funny haha...NOT!Well desmond and edmund are one of the jokers but they still have their serious moment especially during competition not like those bullshit guys,well i don't know if they are serious during competition or i'll swear i will kill them both with my bare hands i'll be mad at them.I don't really care if just goofing up a bit i mean we're just teen right but not all the time,because of them we have to start over and over again,frustrating i know.Oh how i wish i could pushed them and hopefully crushed all their bones *evil laugh* even nadhirah feel the same way ,when the part we have to chat with the person next to us we 'kutuk' him and planning how to injured him mwahahaha,well the most annoying would be that little punk kid,he's so annoying!!!haiizz,if your not that serious then just get out!but since the competition is just next week!i just have to bare with them for a while,oh and i really have little confident that we will win,hopefully miracle would happen that the best school suddenly can't make it or disqualified who knows,and if we win the next perak carnival will be in teluk batik at a resort!i really hope that we would win,i mean seriously i miss that old fame and that old snobbish and pleasure feeling when we defeated all the other school,ah those days.......

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exam sucks!

thinking of u + ujian

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

I dedicated this song to all the twilight fan..why? oh that's because if you read the sequel of twilight,which i think the title is 'New Moon' well i've heard that *spoilers*edward are going to leave bella and jacob are going to save or accompany bella i think(i haven't read it yet,i know i'm such a noob ) .Also i really like this song because it's so sad and touching,just imagine yourself in that situation,yes i tried but somehow it's a bit weird because i don't have a boyfriend i mean not like anybody would want me hehehehe well,i'm too young to think that and beside my mother would kill me if she know if i have a boyfriend,thinking what she could do makes me scared and sometimes it makes me wanna go into my panic room ,so the easiest way is to not thinking about it and enjoy my single life .Whaa today is the last day of the selaras 1 test,thank goodness but i'm really worried about math,science and kh.I'm not good at math more like a sucker when it comes to math but the strangest part is that i really think that chapter 2 which contains square root,cubes,etc.... is really fun and kinda easy but when it cames to directed numbers which is chapter 1 is really hard and dizzy for me especially when it comes to decimal and guess what the test contains only chapter 1!well i thought it was easy because if i can master chapter 2 that means i can also master chapter 1 but unfortunately it wasn't and to make think worse i didn't had much time to finished the paper!When i was doing the subjective suddenly i heard the teacher said "dah cukup masa",i was like what!!?? but i didn't finished it yet so in the end few of the objective 'main hentam je',hey i was desperate!while the science paper i think i made a pretty good job but i'm really worried if i was careless same goes to kh,teacher said that half of the class(female) got b and 1 was almost got a c!..... ,SCARY!,so you know what it feels like....

politics

ouh..i really think dat i need to improve my english..so here we talk aboutttt

are you interested in politics?i know i do..i mean all those scandals and the fightings..when they unleashed their foul-mouth to their opponents,spreading rumours and always the centre of the attention on the television,newspapers and even blogs...believe me..my dad always i mean always read about these stuff especially on the blogs,he would spend hours and hours in front of the PC reading about those politician whom i think should stop their rambling and start working..the people needs you and doesn't care about your story..they care about what you can do for the country,well in my opinion at least..dad sometimes talk about politics with his friends,relatives and even my mom so that's how i get interested in politics..it's full of scandals and drama and it's also show how people would do in order to get power and money which i think only benefit for a while..maybe someday i'm going to participate in this party to see what's the real meaning of politics and the people in it....

p/s:yes,i know my english sucks! a lot

jadual hari hari

Isnin

6.00pagi :Bangun tidur kemudian mandi
6.30pagi :tolong alang siapkan adek adek
6.45pagi :adek2 bertolak ke sekolah
6.50pagi :sembahyang subuh
7.00pagi :buat kerja sekolah
8.30pagi :sidai kain
8.50pagi :on9 a0 minit
9.00pagi :menyiapkan folio yang bertimbun
11.00pagi:bersiap untuk ke sekolah
12.00tgh:bertolak ke sekolah
12.30tgh:sampai ke sekolah.
12.40tgh:makan di kantin
12.50tgh:bertolak ke dewan*perhimpunan
1.ootgh :ronda sekolah *ak pengawas ronda
1.20tgh :masuk dewan n ronda dlm dewan

masuk ke kelas dan pelajaran di teruskan hingga lah

3.40tgh:keluar makan awal kerana duty
3.50tgh:krinngggg!!!dan ak duty di kantin
4.10tgh:rehat abeh

sampai lah..

6.30 :kringgggg!!n balik rumah
7.00m:sampai umah
7.30m:siap mandi
7.40m:semayang
7.50m:makan
8.00m:siapkan folio
9.00m:semayang
9.10m:smbung wat keeje sekolah
1.30am:tido

Selasa

6.15p:bangun tido dan bersiap
6.30p:mengerjakan adik2..
7.00p:bertolak ke sekolah
8.00p:bwat keje sekolah
9.20p:pegi tuisyen*jalan kaki jep..sob3
10.5op:balik tuisyen
11.00:sampai sekolah
11.00:berjalan ke surau
11.30:tuka baju di surau
12.00:makan di kantin
12.30:masuk kelas

sehingga

3.40:keluar awal dan duty lagihh
6.30 :kringgggg!!n balik rumah
7.00m:sampai umah
7.30m:siap mandi
7.40m:semayang
7.50m:makan
8.00m:siapkan folio
9.00m:semayang
9.10m:smbung wat keeje sekolah
1.30am:tido

Rabu

6.00pagi :Bangun tidur kemudian mandi
6.30pagi :tolong alang siapkan adek adek
6.45pagi :adek2 bertolak ke sekolah
6.50pagi :sembahyang subuh
7.00pagi :buat kerja sekolah
8.30pagi :sidai kain
8.50pagi :on9 10 minit
9.00pagi :menyiapkan folio yang bertimbun
11.00pagi:bersiap untuk ke sekolah
12.00tgh:bertolak ke sekolah
12.30tgh:sampai ke sekolah.
12.40tgh:makan di kantin
1.30tgh:masuk kelas
3.50tgh:rehat
6.30 :kringgggg!!n balik rumah
7.00m:sampai umah
7.30m:siap mandi
7.40m:semayang
7.50m:makan
8.00m:siapkan folio
9.00m:semayang
9.10m:smbung wat keeje sekolah
1.30am:tido

khamis

6.15p:bangun tido dan bersiap
6.30p:mengerjakan adik2..lagi
7.00p:bertolak ke sekolah lagi
8.00p:bwat keje sekolah lagi
9.20p:pegi tuisyen*jalan kaki jep..sob3 lagi
10.5op:balik tuisyen lagi
11.00:sampai sekolah lagi
11.00:berjalan ke surau lagi
11.30:tuka baju di surau lagi
12.00:makan di kantin lagi
12.30:masuk kelas lagi
3.50tgh:rehat
6.30 :kringgggg!!n balik rumah
7.00m:sampai umah
7.30m:siap mandi
7.40m:semayang
7.50m:makan
8.00m:siapkan folio
9.00m:semayang
9.10m:smbung wat keeje sekolah
1.30am:tido

Jumaat

6.15p:bangun tido dan bersiap
6.30p:mengerjakan adik2..lagi
7.00p:bertolak ke sekolah lagi
8.00p:rakan2 sampa
8.15p:mejalankan projekkhidmat masyrakat lah apelah sejarah la ape
10.00p:tido kat umh kawan..penat oiii
11.00p:balik seklah
12.00t:buat keje sek
12.30t:balik umah
2.40:sekolah
3.50:rehat
6.30 :kringgggg!!n balik rumah
7.00m:sampai umah
7.30m:siap mandi
7.40m:semayang
7.50m:makan
8.00m:siapkan folio
9.00m:semayang
9.10m:smbung wat keeje sekolah
1.30am:tido

Sabtu

7.00p:bangun.semayang.mandi
8.00p :bertolak ke sekolah
8.30p:smpi sekolah
8.40-9.40:Puteri islam
9.4o-10.40:homemakers
10.40-12.40:band practise
12.40:balik umah
1.30:tolong ummi mask
2.30:makan,smyang
3.00:tido
5.00:smyg
7.00 mandi
7.40m:semayang
7.50m:makan
8.00m:siapkan folio
9.00m:semayang
9.10m:smbung wat keeje sekolah
1.30am:tido

Ahad

Aktiviti tidak tentu

someone that i cant have

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing


The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

*********
'HE' looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without 'HE' talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do 'HE' walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. 'HE' looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

crush crush

nak cite sket..budak2 kat sekola ak sume cakap ak ni ta betul..sungguh ta tipu ta dinafikan!ak cume ade crush on chinese guy!kalo nak kutuk2 ckp pasal budak melayu nih..ak yg pling laz bole dibabitkan..sbb ak mmg anti gile ngan dak lelaki melayu*taula bukan sume*..hehe
tp kalo ckp lelaki acs*pssssttt..lelaki melayu semalaysia*aq mmg xpecaye kat dwg..
bukan na bangga ke ape..tp yg si angah ak ckp berlambak pakwe tu sume yg dah kne reject..bukannye pakwe..berikut adelah senarai nama cinta tak kesampaian ak..

ALVIN:
nak dijadikan citer..ak ade la minat kat sorang mamat ni*taun lepas,taun ni da insaf*..name die Alvin Chua..atau lebih dikenali dgn Alvin..*najwa senyap,,aq taw ko kenal*budak ni mmg hensem,cute gileeeee..tp tp tp..ak ade crush je la ngan die..ak mmg suke sgt cari gado ngan die..(kalo ak suke kat seseorang tu..ak akan cari gado ngan die)..

ALAN:
mamat ni mmg cute gilee..wa cakp same luu!!hari2 ak akan cari sbb untuk carik pasal ngan die..diantara cara2 untuk buat die marah adelah seperti berikut:
1.mengejek die dgn menyebut we win!!(name die gong wee wyynn)
2.menyepak kaki die
3.mencuri kerusi dan meja die
4.menjeling die tahap maut
5.mengadu kat teacher ros kalo die makan*hari2 die mkan dlm kelas

kalo na sebut sume,ta menang tangan na tulis..
satu2nye lelaki melayu penah ak suke adelahhhhh..jeng je jeng

Mohd Adam Asyraf

die ni yg first n yg terakhir..die mmg baik sesangat r..tp malangnye umur ta panjang..die telah menghadap yg maha esa pade 5 April 2008 pade jam 11.50 malam di Teluk Intan,Perak kerana dilanggar oleh lori mabuk yg tak belajar sivik.ak asek nangis cm orang bodoh..but at home..i fake a smile so my family won't see im crying..to u:

'HE' talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do 'HE' walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly,
I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight


And he's all that I need to fall into.. '


so now!ak tanak tanak tanak bercouple lagi...cinta ak hanyelah pade yg maha esa*bajet2*

Cikgu Saufi

Dia guru terbaik pernah ada,
Dia guru terbaik mengajar erti kehidupan

Apa itu seni?
kalau dulu,
Seni tak pernah aq hargai
takpernah aku sukai..

kini,
pemergianmu..
buat aq rindu..
rindu gelak tawamu
rindu jenaka mu..

teringat kembali..
saat kali pertama ka menjejakkan kaki ke dunia ku
saat pertama kali kau memarahiku
saat pertama kali aq berjaya menjawab soalanmu dengan jayanya..
saat pertama kali..aq mendapat markah yang tinggi buat seni ku..

Ingatkah lagi?
pelajarmu yg degil ini?
Ingatkah lagi?
pelajarmu yg suka berpuisi ini?
Ingatkah lagi?
pelajarmu yg sukar tersenyum ini?
Ingatkah lagi?
pelajarmu ini....

Hlovate

u wonder is it an angel or yet
maybe a sweet dream that u cant forget
causing u to float on the line...
between reality n fantasy..

haunted the nightmares
creates the ectasy
hlovate~~poisonous honey
love and hate
driving me crazy

the poisonous ivy of venus
killing with venom so sweet
u're losing ur head
dont want it yet keep haunting
losing urself in the suffocating mist..

the blind arrows of
cold ice n melting heart
tearing me apart..
hlovate..

If i knew

If i knew
if i knew it will be the last time..
that i'd see u fall asleep
i would tuck u in more thigly..
and pray the lord..u soul to keep

if i knew it will be the last time...
i'd hear ur voice lifted up in a praise..
i will tape each action and word
so i could play them back day after day..

if i knew it would be the last time..
i could spare n extra time..
to stop n say "i love u"
instead or assuming u would know i do..

if i knew it will be the last time...
i could be there to short ur day..
well im sure u have so much time left
so i can let this one slip away..

tomorrow is not promise to anyone
young or old alike
and today mybe the last chance
u get to hold ur loved one tight

so.if u're waiting for tomorrow...
y not do it today
for it tomorrow never come
u surely regret that day

that u didnt take the extra time
for a smile or a hug
and u're to busy to grant someone..
wat turned out to be their last wish

so i hold ur loved once close today
and whisper in their ear
tell them how much u love them

take time to say "im sorry"
"please","thank u" or "its okay"
and if tomorrow never come..
u have no regret about today...


for surely there always tomorrow
to make for an oversight..
and we always get a second chance
to make everything juz right..

Its all fantasy

the intelligent loner..u're shy or just antisoc at times but friendly and ur never weak and always independent

lovely..ur always lovely...
a vision..
u were the one..
now im stuck inside a memory..
u forgot about our destiny..
u buried me..
didn't u?

didn't u..
love me faster then the evil..
run me straight into ur ground
drowning deep inside ur sound...

u're always floating..
a vapor..
that i could't see..

here im stuck inside a yesterday..
everything has given away..
u fell from me
didn't u?

maybe i am a crowded mind
i watched ur eyes glaze over
stare down at the floor
u were amazing to me..
i was amazing to u..
but here we go again..